Life is irony

 

I would like to have the the material need that I haven’t. I crave for something that is not there. I miss the people around who are not there. I want to be there where I have just left and I want to leave where I am now. Relating all these facts once I started to tell my  Canadian dad that, “ That’s the life dad, It’s irony. Whatever we think it doesn’t happen. Life always reflects and it has two parts I.e up and down or left or right. We work hard and still believe on faith and vice versa”. 

One thing I want to notify you dad that you have given such a love in your entire life in shaping two brothers where they are today and you have become really an inspiration for me too dad. I really admire admire and appreciate your thoughts and words. 

To talk about my background my mom never ever got any support, help and love from dad. I don’t know dad, in what sense it’s like we are repenting the sins that we have committed in previous life. Whenever I go to my mom she always says, your dad is neither a cow to milk nor a ox to plough the field. In that sense i feel very bad and sorry for her. At this age she is kind of regretting about what types of ups and downs she had faced throughout the life. Listening her words I feel really very bad. I wish and pray that nobody has to face such kind of problems. With this, mom had taught me to face difficulties and brothers have become my backbone to stand in the society and I have learned to be the best version of myself. 

Sometimes my does compare me to others saying, guys of your age age has already got engaged, they have got this and that kind of work and she questions me what about you? One time during corona lock-down me and my mom had a kind of discussion where she never tries to be resourceful. Finally, I suggest my mom not to compare anyone with others, we must be content with what we have. I also used to tell her not to worry that everyone rise once in life and our turn will eventually come. Nothing but she sometimes regrets herself thinking about the past because she always remained just by herself. 

Facing every problems in the family, I possessed to have no any bigger dreams to accomplish rather I chose to become simple and happy guy. I am committed and really inspired with my parents, teachers and my seniors who guide me in my worst moment. Leaving every stories of my life and being by my mom’s side, she never get to laugh with an open heart, she doesn’t receive close support from her near and dear ones. In total she is broken inside as her life had always opposed her with harsh and difficulties. She never get to think what she really wants. I have a dream to wash all the difficulties and hard times of my mom and show her a positive path of life. So life always been irony to mom in sense of receiving love, care, support and quality time.